I went underground unapologetically almost two years ago now. I decided to dismantle completely my circle of friends and made tough boundaries to family members who l felt they added no value unto my life expect using me and treating me as if l had no feelings. I just wanted a new beginning because there was something that was not adding up about my life.
I was cheered up because of my volunteer work in the community. I prayed for people and gave free counselling. In fact l would receive phone calls and visit from everywhere to give guidance and advice. I did that wholeheartedly and to my knowledge without giving misleading information because l always want the best for everyone. I was always available. Then l came to realise l was very influential for example there was an event l protested to attend late last year 2022; just to learn the organisers put my name on the list to make those who are my followers to attend. I was not upset or mad but l was proud about myself because l knew l am a brand.
Before going underground l called myself a meeting. I had so many questions and l needed answers!!! while being there for others l was neglecting myself. Yes l was not paying attention to me. I would once in a while experience anxieties, anger and panic attacks. I really wanted to know why my life was not normal. I turned to God through the love of His son Jesus Christ by the Power of His Holy Spirit and deeply did seek His face. I did find Him and a lot of great things started happening. My confidence was restored. I have peace now because He was truly faithful and good in revealing to me what was causing unusual things unto my life. When l gave God space , He appeared, He spoke to me , l listened and obeyed His voice. The outcome is victorious and glorious.
I am encouraged to know the best is yet to come. The past is just but a testimony, my today is better than tomorrow. I am now focused to re-build a new me for God's own glory. Thanks be to God. Amen and amen.
Well done my sister